Are you self-rejecting?

Are You Self-Rejecting?

When someone betrays your trust, the pain goes deep. During this difficult time, we often find ourselves turning against our own selves. Negative thoughts start creeping in, like “I’m not good enough” or “I’m unlovable.” This self-rejection becomes a big obstacle in our healing journey. It creates a barrier, making it hard for us to bounce back and have healthy relationships again. The hurt from betrayal can linger, and those thoughts of not being good or lovable may stick around. It’s important to recognize these thoughts and work on changing them. When you move from self-rejection to self-acceptance, your capacity to heal increases dramatically. 

What Does Self-Rejection Look Like?

Self-rejection can manifest in many different domains such as emotional, social, intellectual, physical, relational, and spiritual. 

Emotional Self-Rejection

Emotional self-rejection is a common experience where individuals consciously or unconsciously avoid allowing themselves to experience specific emotions. This might manifest as inner dialogue, with thoughts like, “I shouldn’t feel sad or angry.” It’s as if you’re placing your emotions in a metaphorical bottle, attempting to present a cheerful facade for others. The challenge arises when this self-imposed emotional containment interferes with addressing and healing the distressing feelings within. Suppressing and locking away these emotions can create obstacles to long-term well-being, making it more challenging to find genuine relief. Recognizing the importance of understanding and accepting your feelings becomes a crucial step in the journey toward self-healing, fostering emotional resilience and overall well-being.

Social Self-Rejection

Social self-rejection involves distancing yourself from people and groups. It happens when you opt to remain silent, fearing that if you express yourself, others might not approve of you. The sense of low self-worth can lead you to believe that your thoughts aren’t important. Consequently, this feeling prompts you to isolate yourself rather than seeking connections with those who could provide support and understanding. In essence, social self-rejection is akin to creating distance from others due to the fear that they may not accept you or value what you have to contribute, hindering the potential for meaningful connections and shared understanding.

Intellectual Self-Rejection

Intellectual self-rejection unfolds when a thought creeps into your mind, whispering, “I am stupid.” This undermines your confidence in your own judgment, leading to a constant belief that you’re always wrong. Even when answers or wisdom are within reach, there’s a reluctance to give it a try because of a lingering sense of incapability. It’s akin to embracing the belief that you might not be smart enough to navigate challenges, creating a barrier that makes it challenging to trust yourself to explore potential solutions.

Physical Self-Rejection

Physical self-rejection is about being critical of your own body. Sometimes, experiences of betrayal trauma can lead you to believe hurtful things about your appearance. It becomes so easy to criticize your body when you feel your intimate partner has rejected it through infidelity. When you harbor negative feelings about your body, it may lead to a lack of motivation to engage in activities that promote your physical well-being. This neglect can manifest in unhealthy habits and a diminished focus on maintaining a balanced and nourishing lifestyle. Recognizing and addressing physical self-rejection is crucial for fostering a positive relationship with your body and, in turn, promoting a healthier and more fulfilling life.

Relational Self-Rejection

Relational self-rejection affects your connections with others. Past hurts can make you tolerate mistreatment from partners or bosses. An inner voice, like an imposter, convinces you that you don’t deserve respect. As a result, you start expecting less than what you truly deserve in your relationships and interactions with others. The consequence is that you begin to settle for less than what you actually deserve. This self-rejection can affect your interactions and relationships, as you may find yourself accepting situations or treatment that falls below the standards of respect and consideration that you should rightfully expect. Recognizing and addressing relational self-rejection is essential for building healthier connections based on mutual respect and understanding.

Spiritual Self-Rejection

In the realm of spiritual self-rejection, the impact deepens, especially after experiencing betrayal. The burden of shame becomes a barrier, leading you to step back from practices that used to bring solace and peace. It’s as though you start believing that your flaws are too much for divine care or a sense of purpose to reach you. This shift in perspective turns your once-comforting beliefs into a source of pain, highlighting the intricate connection between spirituality and one’s emotional well-being. Addressing and navigating spiritual self-rejection involves finding a balance that allows for healing and a renewed sense of purpose within your spiritual beliefs.

Steps to Overcome Self-Rejection

The three pillars of self-coaching can help you combat self-rejections. These pillars are awareness, acceptance, and agency. 

Pillar One: Awareness

Awareness helps reveal the subtle, sneaky ways we self-reject. Without awareness, these patterns operate silently in the background, continuing their damaging emotional impact without being challenged or addressed. Becoming aware of self-rejection requires slowing down through mindfulness practices. This allows for mental and emotional space to notice behaviors like avoidance, numbing, racing thoughts. Asking “why am I so quick to spin out or shut down?” can also open you up to insight on your feelings and behavior.

For early-stage trauma, even basic practices like following your breath and meditating help stabilize overwhelming emotions so you can increase self-insight little by little. This builds the capacity to identify self-rejection. 

Self-reflection tools like counseling and journaling shine light on destructive thought patterns happening underneath the surface. Over time, harmful self-talk is exposed rather than rumbling undetected.

Pay special attention to situations that trigger emotional turmoil, relationship conflicts, or self-isolating behaviors. Ask yourself if self-rejection beliefs are fueling how you process these experiences.

Pillar Two: Acceptance

There are two layers of acceptance – foundational and transformational. In early trauma, foundational acceptance means acknowledging your current vulnerabilities and limiting unsafe relationships and situations. It also means allowing the messy, nonlinear nature of the healing journey rather than judging your progress and where you are at any given moment. Improvement ebbs and flows, and foundational acceptance allows you to give yourself grace for wherever you are on your path to healing.

Transformational acceptance involves embracing truths like, “I didn’t cause my partner’s choices, and I cannot cure or control their choices.” Removing responsibility that isn’t yours frees you from self-rejecting. Another aspect of transformational acceptance is realizing you are not your worst moments. You are good and whole as you are. Once you experience this self-acceptance, you will find deeper reserves of inner peace and growth.

Pillar Three: Agency

Agency means embracing your power to make self-honoring choices. It means intentionally directing your thoughts, feelings, and behaviors toward your healing and wholeness. This capacity remains intact even when external control is taken from you through the actions of others. 

For early-stage betrayal trauma recovery, agency is choosing basic self-care like sleep, healthy food, hydration, and movement. It means structuring things to feel safe. As you get further along in your healing journey, agency includes clearly communicating needs and boundaries. Self-rejection is the voice inside telling you that speaking up makes you difficult or a problem to others. Agency builds confidence in you so you are able to set boundaries from a place of power and not fear.

Agency is displayed by boldly making your healing the priority rather than endlessly reacting to your partner’s issues or demands. When you reach this stage of agency, you are able to give yourself compassion. You are able to access independence and move away from feelings of helplessness and hopelessness. 

Move to Self-Acceptance

Cultivating self-acceptance paves the way for healthier and more fulfilling relationships in all aspects of life. It involves embracing your true self and being comfortable with who you are. This process encourages openness, honesty, and vulnerability.

When you prioritize self-acceptance, seeking approval from others becomes unnecessary. This is because you have already granted approval to yourself. The internal acknowledgment and affirmation of your own worth and value serve as a solid foundation. This self-approval frees you from the constant need for external validation, fostering a sense of independence and confidence in your interactions with others. It no longer matters what others think – you accept yourself as you are. 

In essence, self-acceptance becomes a cornerstone for building connections based on authenticity and mutual understanding. By first approving of and embracing yourself, you set the stage for more meaningful and genuine relationships where acceptance and respect flow naturally.

Heal Step-By-Step With Relationship Coaching


You can move from self-rejection to self-acceptance. Professional relationship coaching can lend outside objectivity to reveal blind spots where you have normalized self-rejection. An empathetic guide makes growth through self-awareness feel safer. If you need help as you walk this journey, contact us at Choose Recovery Services. Our team of counselors and coaches can help you shift your mindset to healthier ways of thinking. You can heal from your betrayal trauma, and you don’t have to do it alone. Contact us to learn more about relationship coaching and other resources that can aid you on your path to healing.

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